Heart & Soul

End of 2009

2009-12-31T21:29:00.001+08:00

What I've got this year?

Lots of things happened and I've got through it...

I guess it might be the most happening year that I've been til now..

The peak and doom is just in twinkling...

Been an unoccupied person;
Been an idle dreamer;
Been a frenzied shopaholic;
Been a FB stalker;
Been a smart student who skipped class the most;
Been a singK freak;
Been a professional clubber;
Been a lunatic drunkard;
Been a liar specialist;
Been a Juliet;
Been an ultimate cryer;
Been a decadent woman;
Been an insomniac;

There're still other things which I've tried and it'll never get out of my mind... Neither it's bruises or narcotic drugs, I'll keep it... Because I still love '09! =) All the 1st try happened here... will never forget.... No matter how fuck up my life is, it'll alright soon! All the best to me for coming 2010!!!

Outing Non Stop

2009-12-29T12:42:00.002+08:00

Started from the date of 19th to 28th, I kept on partying and outing non stop for that whole week. I should count how many hours I stayed at home per day as I talked to my friends even more than my parents. I still rmb what I've said during the week before, that I wouldn't go out since I really no mood of going out with anyone by that time. So, my friends chose to drag me out for clubbing forcefully and it started my party week! Well, as you guys know clubbing in Ipoh isn't that fucking fun as in KL but still I was able to meet a new friend. =) To be honest, 'he' is special. I don't know how to describe our friendship but it's amazing! Maybe I'm just trying to ...... *hush*

Yumcha, mahjong, singk, bowling, drink and all sort of things which made my time passed easily. I'm trying to enjoy and yeh, I did it sometimes but not all the times. Anyhow, I had a great time with 'em =D Eventhough I had my average bedtime less than 4hrs everyday, yet I know it's time to rest now... Being a zombie for so many days, gotta transform myself to be a human! =/

*Classes're going to start soon...waaaaa!!! definitely I HATE IT! >.<

.......

=) Seriously, I like *

" Perfect misunderstanding =D "

Fairness

2009-12-17T15:58:00.003+08:00

God created us, Human

He provides us the nature

He brings us joy and distress at the same time

We sometimes just can't get what we want

No matter how hard we try

It's still the same.

So do you still think we, Human can control our destiny?

Disciples are always believe that God is fair to everyone

but hell,

How many of you really think that's true?

Answer yourself deeply from your heart

Once.

I'm used to believe that when God takes away one of your precious

He will give you back something valuable

How true it is?

I don't know

Maybe this the only way that I'm used to console myself

God is fair to us....

2009-12-13T01:27:00.008+08:00

1.) stick with facts

2.) analyze the situation in a dispassionate way

3.) solve the problem

Steps that we should take to move on.... =) It's undoubtedly will make us feel better rather than question it so much since we don't even know the answers.. so why just keep ourselves more suffer?

I can't change my past but at least I can try to control my future... I don't want to regret of what I did now which I might think it silly when I look back.. Learn to be more generous than I am now.. It makes me feel relief... what to do now? don't ask me...I'm just following my flow of life... No doubt! =) You too... I'm sorry that I can't help you to work out all your problems but just ..... live your life with what you want... Don't ever ask people whether they know you or not since you never take off your mask... Be who you are and accept who you are... not necessary must be good or bad..at least you will feel much more better... =)

goodnite everyone..

Well, before I sleep..I found out an emo song.. shouldn't be listened to this kind of song too much but it's just nice to hear... =) it's screen is too big to be viewed here so I didn't upload from Utube... I just don't know how to resize it..=S yala...I know I'm sucks in computer lar.. ==

月亮说 by Ivana Wong....

凝望你背影伤感沾湿眼睛
明月夜再清可惜心水更清
没有半点云彩遮掩遍地的爱
伸手会拾到往日美丽的欢笑声

情话是美景一心醉便忘形
红岸是背景轻舟点出尾声
剩我一人飘想飘往幸福处
星星挂夜空却没气力撑到那麽远

人情在花不开春天过后要等待
情人在心不再哪有动情是意外
蓦然忘了当初怎决定相爱
相爱的心终於都变做感慨
为何遇上最爱偏要避开
孤舟哪处靠岸不会被掩盖

人情在花不开春天过后要等待
情人在心不再哪有动情是意外
蓦然忘了当初怎决定相爱
相爱的心终於都变做感慨
为何遇上最爱偏要避开
孤舟哪处靠岸不会被掩盖

在缘份的天空可会遇真爱
这世间有几多情侣可一世相爱

凝望你背影伤感沾湿眼睛
明月夜冷清只因心水已清

2009-12-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

wtf... Just heard something which I think is a bad news for me...but it might also something which may brings me to a relief stage... it's hopeless! You're forcing me... nobody knows the future but why once again you ignore all those things again...?? I won't question anymore as it'll be no answer...

cruel....just too cruel for me... And yet, I know I'm stubborn... but who cares? Of course I want my life back to normal.. but all the bad feelings now is just challenging my patience! All the time I'm trying to accept the facts... but those shitty flashback is just disturbing me all the time...

yes..i'm sucks...

yes..i'm bitch...

yes..i'm stupid..

yes..i'm bad...

yes..i'm stubborn...

I feel myself too ugly to be looked at... afraid of standing in front of the mirror...

well... just strike me whatever you want now! I'm at the doom of this year now... nothing can hurt me more than this.... just let me face all the bad things right now...

cry? no more... I'm numb... bitch slap me please... harder!! =)

2009-12-11T16:58:00.011+08:00

I'm just feeling so damn much to fml... ohh godddd...it just reminded me a proverb to describe myself for this...

Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me!

I'm just trying to believe it one more time but it's rather stupid....I...I should have learn from my experience... I feel so shameful of telling this to others...just no point to remind people and spread it...

I hate the one who in charge of my life and my fate... Everything of mine now is so fuck up that i can't even made myself calm down for a moment... Not even a second! Lotsa people around me just kept on telling me...scolding me...but wouldn't you all think that I never convinced myself to stop thinking...scolded myself not to do this and that?? Speak is always louder than action... The more i endure, the more i feel suffocate.... Feel like nobody can help me except myself... I'm really tired... please gimme a great great bed time.... I just hope that I can sleep 99...Just wonder when can I crawl out from this trap....... My angel and devil are struggling in my heart.... gosh! I'm the one who suffering....

No matter how, I know I will be alright soon.....real soon... posted here just to express... Not to blame.. Not to hate others...I would rather choose to hate myself... I was the one who chose this.. Anyhow, life goes on.... lets cheer for myself as well as those who're facing their fucking life too... LAUGH OUT LOUD!!!! =D

should or shouldn't?? I don't know.... couldn't think much.... It's just like a heroin for me....really tortures me every moment...feel so uncomfort...

fffffffffffffffffff~ark myself!!

How to solve the problems that may exist?

2009-11-29T20:58:00.005+08:00

By using RFID technology, cinema can still use tickets instead of RFID tags. However, these tickets are specially design with bar codes. The cost of the movie of course still remains the same as cinema doesn’t need to make any tags. After we have finished watching the movie, the ticket that we are holding can just leave it or throw it away. Therefore, staff doesn’t need to collect back the tickets after the movie. Below is the movie ticket that I have designed for the future RFID technology use. Undeniable that with this kind of advanced technology, the cinema will need to spend a greater cost; but I think everyone will prefer to implement this kind of technology due to its efficiency and convenience.

Well, with the use of crowd sourcing, like what Kamseng said, he already let his hairdresser cut his hair for few years and has the confidence on him. However, there would be a problem for those people who do not know what kind of hair style suits them. For example, a girl with long black hair would like to try a new hair style. She wants to cut bob hair and dye with purple colour but she afraid that the new hair style she wants may not suit her. So here’s the crowd sourcing function. She just needs to go to the website, post her own 3R photo and design her desire hairstyle. The hairstyle she wants is according to her face structure. Then click the “Done” button, she will be able to see her look with bob hair. Of course the aesthetic feeling will still have to depend on the skill of hairdresser. But, at least we can adjust the style whether we should change which kind of hairstyle and should we cut it or not. Therefore, we will not repent of cutting it short or whatever.

Anyway, still thanks for the comments that you guys left. =)

p/s: CKS, u wait... be careful when u step out of the college.. xD

Suggestions for the Future Business World

2009-11-25T00:18:00.010+08:00

It's really brainstorming that I have to come out some ideas on the mobile devices or any types of web 2.0 to apply in business field! In this 21st century, it is popular for companies to apply computerized systems on their business such as using wiki, blogs and RFID system. I got some suggestions here which i think it might work out in the future business world.

For now we hardly can find any service based businesses use crowd sourcing. We can take salon as an example for this. Nowadays, we can only guide our hairdressers by referring the catalogs that they provide us and choose the best hair style which we think it suits us. However, due to the countenance differences from one to another, the hair style that we have chosen from the photo in the catalogs might not suitable for us. Hence, that's what crowd sourcing can be worked out! Initially, customers can make an appointment through the salon's website and they are free to select any hairdressers of the salon to service them later. Next, they can post their own photo and then design their own desire hair style by editing the hair on the photo. Thus, they can see the result of their final hair design whether they like it or not. The hairdressers will just cut and style the hairs that the customer orders. Besides, they can even choose the price that they afford to pay according to the brand of products they use such as Schwarzkopf, Loreal and Gatsby. It will help customers to save their cost by focusing on what their needs and wants. Thus, it is called as customized hair style like what we do now for T-shirts design and shoes design through a website.

The next practical application that I would like to propose for the business is using RFID technology which known as Radio Frequency Identification. It's quite a common tool for companies to track the products in the warehouse more effectively. Since it such a convenient tool so it inspires me to apply this tool in other way that is Cinema. Currently, we have to buy tickets before enter the cinema and there are few staff who on duty at the entrance in order to check the tickets. Once the movie is about time to start, we will be rushing to the entrance like a swarm of bees and waiting for the staff to tear the tickets one by one. So why not we use RFID tagging system at the entrance? We can just tag the tickets and enter the cinema which is similar with Touch n' Go. Those tickets consist of bar codes which enable the tickets being track easily. It will only allow people to enter the cinema once we tag the tickets. In this way, the management is more systematic and will not let the people to have a chance act as fish in troubled water. Besides, it can save the workforce and increase the effectiveness by the replacement of this technology.

Finally, I have another idea which I think it consider as commercial one that is selling books online. Okay, I know there are a number of people selling books through blogs. Undoubtedly blog has become a very popular application to act as a 'shop' and it works well too. However, it only restricted for the users to edit the blog page. I would prefer to use mashup as it allows other users to post their messages and comment on it other than selling books. Those who interested in it can sign up as one of the users and create their own profile. Other than subscribes the books, users can even sell second-hand books through my website. Hence, it benefits me and others too by attracting more people to visit my websit. Besides, I can combine with few of the other online book stores to share the information and sell books. We will get the mutual benefits as users can order books from me and also other online book stores. Through this, online book stores are advertising for each other indirectly. In addition, users can post their suggestions and feedbacks on the board that has provided. Undeniable it is better than wiki because it's more secure, no one can simply edit the information or spam.

Mobile-Web 2.0 Technology In Business- Part 2

2009-11-17T16:26:00.011+08:00

Wikis

Nowadays, quite a number of people are using wiki in order to run their businesses effectively. This is not only applicable to well-known corporation and yet, small company can create their own wiki too. Through the company's wiki, customers are able to look for the products they want and the background of the company. We can also do some research and development on a product, on going projects that organized by the company and other general information. It is more or less about the particular of the company. It provides a discussion board for their customers can post their feedbacks and questions on it. Thus, business owners will understand their customers' needs and desire. Due to wiki page is user-friendly and open editing for public, therefore not only the employees can respond to the queries concerning the products, those who has an interest on it can also leave their comments and answer the queries. This has built an organization to involve in the company's activities imperceivably and end up it helps the company to create public awareness. Besides, through the willingness and effectiveness of the employees of answering the queries, it builds reputation of the company. Wiki is a kind of instantaneous web page. We do not need to wait for the publisher to create a new post or update information as anyone located in different parts of the world can work on the same web page. However, due to the application is too open as everyone has the chance to edit the page so sometimes spam and vandalism on the page might happen.

Blogs

Many people have blogs now which post about their stuff just like diaries. However, there are also some people do it like an online shop. Blog can attract more people to visit it due to the fancy design of the blog and the most important factor is it does in an informal way as compare to wiki page. The blogger can randomly add links, post the images, videos and information regarding his latest products. Hence, business owner can save up the marketing cost since it promotes his products and services through words and expressions. Customers are being fascinated by the colourful images and the unofficial way of writing by the blogger. Besides, customers can leave their comments about the post and interact with the staff if chatbox is available. This two way communications in turn helps to build the relationship between business owner and customers. For example, there is an increasing number of online boutique shop now. These online boutiques are linking each other as friends so that customers can visit other fashion blogs. Some even work as an online marketplace which is by spotting trendy and special clothes from different blogs. Example for this online marketplace is: http://www.ashopaholicsden.blogspot.com/

Mashup

It is not only from the usefulness that arises from the combined application but also from the different way of viewing traditional information strangely. We all know that the common example of mashup is the integration of the shop addresses and online maps so that customers can search for the location quickly. Another application is we can play games while chatting through Windows Live Messenger. The game options is created by the messenger as well. Sites such as Yahoo!, E-bay, Amazon and Google provide access to their data to make it possible for developers to inspire all sorts of interesting and useful applications that merge with multiple sources of data.

Crowd Sourcing

Some businesses are now adopting crowd sourcing for competitive advantage. Undeniable that this way will increase sales and attract more customers as they can further design the outlook of the product on their own. This will match their desires according to what pattern and plan they innovate. Hence, the business creates more choices for their customers to pick. There is no target group for the business as everyone can edit and create a new design for the product. For example, Nike's website provides crowd sourcing for their customers to design their own sport shoes and customers do not need any certification on designing. Through this, business owner will be able to understand customers' savor, they might improve their products next time. I feel that this software quite good because not everyone will impress by just the only design of product that the company manufactured. And so, customers can modify the design of the product. Customers will feel happy to be involved in the community by giving ideas and suggestions to the company.

RFID

It is known as Radio Frequency Identification which is a system that transmits the identity of an object or person wirelessly which is using radio waves. Due to RFID technology evolves rapidly and it cost is less expensive, it has been used by thousands of companies for a decade. It can gain attention quickly because of its ability to track products in the warehouse by the use of bar codes. For example, Tesco and Wal-Mart are in the forefront of RFID adoption. These retailers are improving the supply chain efficiency and make sure that the product is on the shelf when customers want to purchase it. On the other hand, it also work as security and access control for companies. RFID used as an electronic key to control who has access to the office buildings. It is also convenient for employees to unlock the door by holding up a badge instead of carrying keys.

Global Positioning System( GPS)

It is very convenient by using GPS as it will show us the route to a place that we want to. It is a web-based system through web brower. When employees or managers have to go for an appointment with customers at a not knowing place, they can just click on the map online and the device will navigate them to the place by giving on the spot descriptions of neighbourhood. This system also did store news and historical information about the the places. It is applicable for all mobile devices that have internet accessibility.

Mobile-Web 2.0 Techonology In Business-Part 1

2009-11-16T23:40:00.009+08:00

Design of mobile phones nowadays are getting innovative!

Due to the advancement of technology, we are now be able to enjoy the benefit of an innovation which is the integration of mobile and web 2.0 technology. As we all know that Web 1.0, a readable web has transformed into Web 2.0 which is a writeable web few years ago and undoubtedly, it has improved the internet technology. Web 2.0 has no longer govern the business world through a variety of tools. Hence, with the combination of mobile devices such as mobile phone, personal digital assistant(PDAs), laptops and so forth. This integration helps in the businesses a lot as we can trade at anytime and anywhere when we access to the internet. By using mobile-web 2.0 technology, it makes business transactions easier and convenient for users and customers. This is due to the efficiency of getting up-to-date information and news about the product or service. Whenever there is an update for the product, we can get the information in a fastest way. Mobile-web 2.0 technology can reduce a company's operation costs and products. For example, we can reduce the cost of advertisement for our products and also payment for intermediaries.

Almost everyone does have at least a mobile phone. It has become part of everyday life for millions of people all over the world. No matter what kind of business we run, it is certainly that telephone communication plays an important role in communication between customer and business parters. They can contact each other in a faster way whenever there is a need rather than sending emails, letters or travel along to meet up the customer, which takes longer time and increase the cost. It is useful when we need an immediate responds and confirmations. With a mobile phone employees can keep up-to-date on sales or projects to their manager, and manager can work out and delegate at anytime. In addition, mobile phones has even become the timepieces as businessmen nowadays are more likely to check the time in their handsets. This device work as an alarm clock which reminds managers and employees of all occasions and appointments. Mobile devices has turn into a major means for advertising purposes. It is portability as marketers can update the information regarding the products and post their advertisements from their current place. With the function of a camera phones with internet accesibility, marketer can capture images and then post it on their website instantly. Therefore, it saves up the cost to publish on newspapers and through televisions.

Some other mobile devices that exist in this world are wireless personal digital assistant(PDAs) and bluetooth enabled mobile phones. PDAs is useful for a secretary to jot down minutes of meetings, scheduling the appoinments for her manager and other purposes like what a mini computer does. With the aid of bluetooth on mobile devices, applications can be shares among staff in the office for free. Most of the restaurants are using this devices to take down orders whereas salesmen can use this devices to check the stock availability in the warehouse and provide an update sales for their company.

Good Girls Go Bad*

2009-10-03T00:12:00.008+08:00

Times Square Freak!! =D

Slutty Sixth Sense Hip Hop Party@ Mardigras...

Heaven for Ladies! XD

oww~ the cool masker!! we were at Mist*

oops..it's a random....they aren't our friends..=P

It's a late post as recently I'm just busy with my assignments, tests and laziness struck my soul... I have tonnes of photos loading... planning to upload in facebook but end up I was tagged by my buddies..xD well, that's one of the reasons why I love to be a facebooker! okay..let's start with......

FRENZY in KL

It's definitely a great BOOM for the month of August! Non-stop clubbing and shopping!! That was 3 in a row...As we went down on Friday noon, we had been to Mist club at night. Uhmm...in that club, things that you'll be amazed is LOTS of indian...okay, I'm not discriminating...for me it's just WOW! Of course those Indian that I met there were all in the range of high class and middle-high class man... They're quite handsome thou...xD hmm..what else did we girls do there?? sure lar dancing like hell...went up to the podium and we were trying to 'burn' it with our hot sexy figure!! * erhem* LOL... had fun till midnight...Some guys came over us and tried to chat with us but well...we girls just gave a damn...=D we lied, we cheated, we fooled....we were from Penang! ehehee...

We thought there will be a bazaar of online boutique but heck! It was postponed to the next weekend... It has spoilt our wonderful plan... =( Anyhow, "No bazaar, Yes Bangsar!" We went to Bangsar-----> The Heaven Of Women. =D being a gang of professional shopaholics here! haha... It came to crazy Saturday night~ went to Mardigras which held an event called "Slutty Sixth Sense Hip Hop Party". oh ya, we din't know that was Hip Hop theme and our costums were just slightly weird compare with others...0.0 uhmm..not really happening but I love the DJ!! The way he spoke was soso pornographic..damn it! As usual, after clubbing we still went to mamak yumchar...=)

ohhh..it's Sunday...we rest lots this day...We just walked around Times Square and waited for the sunset! xD Went to Sky Bar...err...undoubtedly the scene there pretty good but just quite bored..=/ We took photos and some kind of games... ngekngek... Nothing much to describe for this day, just there's something to gossip for this Good NIGHT! =D

Okay...it's time to back Ipoh! =( Felt so tired after kept on outing for clubbing.... Ladies~ I personally advise you that shouldn't go for clubbing so much as you might be facing the condition of prematurely senile...xD

Panda Love Babi...I Guess...

2009-09-02T22:41:00.004+08:00

02092009

Err...

It's neither Agung nor Sultan's birthday...

But I'm just simply feel like this day is quite crucial for me to remember it right now... =)

Forget about the past??

Yet...

Don't look for the future too~

Enjoying what I have now...

Everything just pass it to fate and faith as well...

Feeling happy with it though...

I'm laughing~

I'm laughing you...=)

Is it what you always force me to do it to you??

You might know what I mean...

"Roxy Milo"

2009-08-24T14:15:00.004+08:00

A "charming" man asked: "Is there any ice in your bag? ahahaa.."

Prettie: " My bag and my cardigan really damn 'zai' la...ish!! full of Milo smell!!! ''

LoL...disaster happened on Prettie's bag!! so sad...xD half cup of the Milo topple on her newly Roxy bag!! It was happened when she wanna paid to the "charming" man for the satay she ate...LOL...everyone quickly helped her by giving her tissues, wipe her bag, those stuff inside her bag, and her cardigan... However, there's a cute girl who busy wiped the KEYCHAIN!! lol..is that necessary and important than the bag??

Hence, the Prettie started to blame the cute girl: " Why you just now wiped my keychain only??!! You should have wipe other thingy!!"

Everyone was LMAO!!

Prettie was busy wiping her bag....kept on reconfirmed whether there's any ice inside her bag and dried it!!! xD really speechless...

The "Roxy Milo" Bag!!

The Keychain~ XD

With Milo scent~ =D

God bless your bag next time~

Fuck you very muchhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

2009-08-17T14:36:00.007+08:00

Monday now~

Again a new week begins~

Start to face the stress from every single corner??

Don't worry~

Relaxxxx....

Enjoy this FUCKING song by Lily Allen...

FUCK YOU!!!! =D

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind

and look a bit harder

cause we're so uninspired

so sick and tired

of all the hatred you harbor

so you say it's not okay to be gay

well I think you're just evil

you're just some racist who can't tie my laces

you're point of view is not legal

Fuck you, fuck you very very much

cause we hate what you do

and we hate your whole crew

so please don't stay in touch

fuck you, fuck you very very much

cause your words don't translate

and it's getting quite late

so please don't stay in touch

do you get, do you get a little kick out of being small-minded?

you want to be like your father

it's approval you're after

well that's not how you'll find it

do you, do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful

cause there's a hole where your soul should be

you're losing control of it

and it's really distasteful

Fuck you, fuck you very very much

cause we hate what you do

and we hate your whole crew

so please don't stay in touch

fuck you, fuck you very very much

cause your words don't translate

and it's getting quite late

so please don't stay in touch

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind

and look a bit harder

cause we're so uninspired

so sick and tired

of all the hatred you harbor

Fuck you, fuck you very very much

cause we hate what you do

and we hate your whole crew

so please don't stay in touch

fuck you, fuck you very very much

cause your words don't translate

and it's getting quite late

so please don't stay in touch

Deep Down

2009-08-15T16:30:00.003+08:00

Never know...

Cause never notice...

Never ask...

Cause never think about it...

Never try...

Cause never have the heart on it...

Never let it go...

Cause wanna cherish for...

Never remember

Cause self control to make it forgetful...

Never bother...

Cause I am whoever...

Hard to keep~

Hard to express~

but

Easy to pretend~

cheer or jeer??

I bet you won't know!

2009-08-14T11:58:00.003+08:00

突然觉得时间过得好快好快，已经过了足足一年。我还记得当时我生日时，他准时地发了一个短讯给我。我也还记得当时的内容--〉祝我年年有今日，岁岁有今朝！幽默地将它翻译成英文。作年的今日是我和他的开始，也是我最开心的时期，但也都是因为开心得太快，伤心的事也越来得越快。一直对自己说别再回头可是却不停地回味，更是离谱地想象如果我们是情侣！纵使我和他已经是超级普通的朋友，可我就是还期待着他会为我的生日做些令我开心，满足我一直以来想拥有的东西。太蠢了吧！你或许会问我到底恢复原状了没，我其实真的很努力的想要把所有与你有关的东西通通忘掉，无可否认我现在看到你我还是蛮不舒服，害怕。我一直上课，做工，只希望将所有的时间能够塞满满。太害怕空闲了，也很懒出街玩，社交。。。很懒。。。。。

我真的很讨厌你为什么你可以若无其事当你知道你两个朋友都喜欢我。可能你真的没有任何感觉了，不再跟我有任何瓜葛了。

我也真的很讨厌你特意问我是不是收到你朋友好我的一个手表，你说你这么大以来从没收过手表，这是一种讽刺吗??

我真的真的很讨厌你问的这个问题！！

我很疑惑难道你真的对我一点兴趣也没完了吗？

为什么你不会问为何我跟你好朋友那么要好？

真的一点关系都没有吗？

算了吧，我其实知道你要给的答案，只不过是我自己不肯接受事实而已。可能永远都不知道你要给我的答案能让我永远回忆着美好地梦。

我等待着你给我的一份特别的生日礼物，等着等着却不知原来就快过12点了。

等了，过了，失望了，心也死了。

我只是想要你的准时祝贺，难道真的这么难吗？很委屈你吗？

或许你的冷漠是为了要让我对你死了心，那我真的要多谢你！用心良苦了。。。

或者最好的方法莫过于你消失在我眼前，其实我真的可以忘记，可每次让我再遇见你，我又再次的乱想。。。我的確犯贱吧！

好久没在部落格发泄我的感觉了，似乎已经麻痹了。我以为我恢复原状，可原来我只是埋葬了我的感觉，当我足个足个想起它，还是崩溃的。。。累了，不想再写了，过去了，也不想再提了。正当你不会华语，我才有勇气写在这里。。。。

我真的没事了，只不过想发泄一下。。。是时候向前望啦！

经历，接受，面对。。。。

Unforgetable 19th B'day!!

2009-08-10T23:01:00.005+08:00

It's the day that my new sem starts but it's also my sweet birthday!! It looks like this year should be my 1st year which I will never forget about it up to now...It seems I celebrated my birthday whole day round and it's a record breaking year!! =S It started at 12am..I got a big round chocolate cake..*erm..sorry that I din't even finish up a piece cause I was too full by that time* ehehee... ei, damn you guys la...kept on put dots of chocolate on our ladies' face...=.=|| We had made up and dress up nicely but you guys huh... Luckily you guys never pressed my head on the cake! phew~ Thanks again that I really had a great night in the Barroom...by the way sorry that I had made you guys spent out of the budget...=) cause my zi mui and I really wanna drink liquor more than beer all the while...really sorry if I had made you guys become impoverished...at last, please don't ever ask me to drink the combination of liquor and beer nextime!! It's really eukkkkkk~

Well.. I love the DJ too...He sang a birthday song for me...xP he was actually forced by me... Anyhow, it will be definitely perfect night if everything put a full stop here.........................

BUT a guy gave me a great and memorable intangible present while we wanna back home...

not a romance kiss,

not a sweet hug,

not holding up my hands,

not speaking sweety words to me......

HE back home earlier and took my HOUSE KEYS..kept on calling him but he slept like a BABI!!!no responds at all...It made me worry and mad at him la...It's already 3stg midnight, how am I going enter my house!! Impossible I called my house phone and woke my parents up right??!! So I got a good option that is waited for my mum to wake up and open the gate for me...=S thanks to Kenny and my lovely zi mui cause they accompanied me to wait for my mum until 6am in the morning!! Somomore I got to know something through this "adventure".. =) *secret* ngekngek....Oww...luckily my mum never scold me and treated me damn good.. hmm....what a tired birthday...Just able to sleep for only 1hour...

On the other hand, Wei and Yin can't brush their teeth and bath too..cause their bags were at his car!! Pretty nice GOLDEN colour Vios in new version... muahahaha...you know who you are.... =P Thanks to you anyway...memorable bday party for me! =)

2more hours later, went for law class.... taught by a cute old man who looks alike with Mr. Bean...XD

Then back to meow's house...err....guess what will girls do when all the girls gather in a group?? ehehee... right! the answer is GOSSIPING....hahaha....had a nice topic! *grinning* when everything settle...we had lunch of cause.. =D

Few more hours passed, it came to my old friends reunion party....We had our dinner at XXX...*I forgot what's shop called* hehehe....is a sushi restaurant just opposite SSTC Italian restaurant... non-stop camwhoring...xD maybe this is ladies' bounden duty...xD ermm..This actually a combination bday for me and Wei...We are the August Sweet Babies!! =P cheers for it....

Of cause I won't overlook others who had wished me....=) and card from aussie friend... Thanks alot!! I really appreciate it...LOVE you GUYS and Girls....Muakss!!!!! finally it comes to the end of my day...Happy Birthday to myself! I'm not greedy as a wolf...just hope that at least one of my wish can achieve within this year...hopefully......=)

LOL....This is from YY & YL..both wishes from you girls really funny la...

I love the dinasour card~ kekeke...

Keat!!! Thx for the card...surprised to receive it!!

She asked me to send this to her...xD cute right??

me ME me ME!!

Have a great honour to take photo with him... =)

Asked by public to pose alone...hahahaaa...

They were just fed up with the camwhoring...I think...XD

Cameramen for the day!!

She's in the bamboo groves??

Prawn or Crab?? well...I guess it was crab meat...

Too bored while waiting....

Isn't it a "great" costume to attend my bday party in the pub...

That's what Yin wore during my bday celebration in pub...

Yes...she's the same...wore like this...

*that's why I wore so simple on that night too..

Because of them, I had no mood to dress up nicely*

Slept for only 1hr...this the effect...my eyes were so charming right? xP

Well, such a great year of 2009...next year my age will be start from 2X...getting older or i should actually say mature...=)

I love YouS... <3

Oww~ sorry or thank you??

2009-08-06T18:01:00.005+08:00

I'm now having break term and so i never stopped myself to hang out with my friends since the day I finished my exams. As usual, I went to sing k with Theng, Sum and one of their friends whom I have promised to out with them last saturday...No excuse for me to break the promised even though I was really tired..not yet recovered from an illness..overslept that day as well...sigh! Somemore, I don't even know why I was so mad of...I'm not having menstruation but just pissed of everything that came to me that time...I was late but my mum still asked me to tidy up my table...so I sms Sum that I would be late...after awhile Theng called me where was I and why I was still at home...Then I told her I've sent Sum the sms but she told me they did not receive any sms from ME!!! arrrrghhh!! I'm totally geram!! Really pissed of and wanna fuck someone!!

Anyhow, I did go for the outing...seriously i don't even know they were actually helping me to celebrate my bday in advance...after i back from toilet with Theng...I was still so blur..din notice that there's a cake on top of the TV until they lighted up the candle.. =) owww...I was so surprised...thanks for everything...I was so guilty that time as I treated them quite rude on that day...(from what I think is rude since I never been talked to them like that) felt so sorry and thankful at the same time...I really din't mean that but you know...Ladies' mood is always fluctuate regularly...

Anyway, thank you for the cake and wishes in advance...love u girls.. =) had a great day~

p/s : err..babes and dudes!!! after you have read this post means you know that my bday is coming SOOOooon... you know what to do for my bday huh...?! XD I expect something precious from you....precioussss...erm...i'll curse whoever that 4gt my bday...teeheehee..just kidding....*you know I'm serious sometimes..* =P

21 Century Children....

2009-07-26T12:48:00.001+08:00

Been long time never update anything due to lazyish & my exams~ so now everything had settled down and back to bored normal daily life after this sem is already ended...no more bustle about my assignments, studies, class....

erm...yes..I've started to work as a tuition centre teacher...nono! supposing is a LEARNING centre...I'm teaching BM but sometimes will teach BI and BC as well...really can't imagine that I'm a teacher rite?? I knew it...at first I thought it was a great and relax job since teacher just needs to mark book and teach...

BUT!!! It seriously quite a f*cked up job!!!!

It's so irritating that when I was teaching someone while another child keep on shouting teacher teacher.....oh ya, not only one! It's 2 or 4...how can I split myself into few parts!!!?? Ish...! Sometimes it's really hate of hearing kid's sound...

"Children should be very pure and naive..." this phrase would NEVER exist in this 21 century ANYMORE... or maybe SOME or ONLY for those children who are under 7 years old...why I said so?? Okay, let me explained to you...

Those children who are standard 3 and above, they're not scared of me...*maybe I'm not that fierce enough and quite friendly with them* Their ideology started to change...speak vulgar and damn rude!! Ask them to do homework for me is really harder than pushing a bull to plough and weed... =.=|| The worst thing is asking them to do homework is actually asking myself to work out for them...aiyooo! especially essay...everything is my ideas and they just copied...urghhh!! If I'm not going to bother them, end up those essay is bull shit...well, I'm the one who suffering as I need to mark their essays...

Next, they keen on mocking at me!

Situation X

Child A: "Teacher, why are you so short??"

Me : "Me SHORTTT??, then what are you??"

Child A: "I'm only standard 4 but is already reached your shoulder's height!! xD"

Me : " At least I'm now still taller than you..=.=|| "

Child A: "Neh~ that XXX and XXX already two heads high taller than you..."

Child B: "Yalor, yalor!!" ( nodding his head)

Child A: "Seems like XXX can be her bf already..."

Child B: "AHAHAAHAAA...yalo yalo!!"

Me : " ...... you better don't make so much noise!" ( walked off..)

Situation Y

Child A: "Ooii?? Today teacher is wearing 'fly's spectacles'.."

Child B: "Ya wor...aahhahaha...'fly spec'...'hou hou siu ar'!! "

Child C: "Teacher, why are you wearing spec today??"

Me : "Can't I??" =.=||

Child D: "Teacher, your spec is very big and thick er..your myopia very serious??"

Me : "-_____- look carefully and check out those magazines..it's kind of fashion.."

Child D: "O.O"

Situation Z

I did not change my clothes since the day before went to overnite at my friend's house, lazy to packed so many things in my bag...so I wore the same clothes to the learning centre again~

Child A: "Eeee....Teacher, you seldom buy shirts??"

Me : "Why said so?"

Child A: "Cause you are wearing the same shirts with yesterday that one..."

Me : "Oh, no...I did not back home to change my clothes only.."

Child E: "AWww!! Teacher, you did not back home ar?? xD"

Child A: "Teacher went to bf's house arrrrr...or went to hotel arrrr!!"

Me : "OIK! shut up! I went to my girl's friend's house lar.."

Child A: "Is it....?!"

Child E: "Eieiei, you look at teacher's shirt, without the jacket is so sexyyy..."

Child D: "Teacher...you went to dinner?"

Me : "I went to funeral.."

Child D: "Lie lar...your fingernails so shiny.."

Me : "Stop this topic and do your work! "

Children were giggling......

See~ this all from CHILDREN's mind...it's being polluted!! They were even playing those rapped games...they told how excited it is...all girls in the games were just wearing bra and underwear...OMG!!

Rum Jungle~

2009-07-19T14:22:00.001+08:00

Camwhoring~ xD

Went to Rum Jungle with only girls...There's actually promised by a guy who said wanna go on that saturday but when i called him up that night, he told me that he got to work on the next day morning...hmm~ you know who you are....king of aeroplane! =P

Me and Meow were fetched by Wei...when we reached there, we were not in mood because it was too few cars...seems like very few people in it and we noticed that quite a lot of classic indians while we were still at the car park waiting for friends to bring us in...They not smelly but their cologne is so strong..erhem..is just like those RM20 you can get a dozen...sry that I'm too mean...=D

While we were waiting, we saw a guy who was wearing a sky blue shirt!! He was talking on phone...uhmm, he's not that handsome but three of us were impressed by his english!!! arrr~ Obviously he doens't look like a local people since we heard that he's going to have flight the next day...

When we went into RJ, we saw that guy again!! He was with his friends...and they are Korean!! xD wakakakaa....but looked like they drank too much...they were super duper high...they danced on the stage...some were dancing like ultraman + superman, some were dancing hip hop! They were so damn f*cking crazy!! They just SAKAI especially the guy who we impressed.... =O

You know what he did?!

He was dancing and drinking a mouthful of beer...and then sprayed towards us!!! OMG...yiakzzzz...so disgusting man....!!

By the way, RJ not really that fun...damn bored due to the music! ohhh....the DJ is so outdated...he even played those Britney Spears and Spicegirls' songs in which their songs were n years ago...haih....moreover, they only played those techno songs which really bored for girls...ewww...undoubtedly its design very good and high class compare with lastime...but it's totally not fun at ALL!

World's King Of Pop

2009-07-09T23:52:00.005+08:00

owww...MJ's nose was falling down!!!

looks like a girl who always make up...even the eye...

Black MJ

MJ's life cut shockingly short~

Everyone knows him..He's the Michael Joseph Jackson! He had been planning to start a series of come back concert tour which starts on July 13 at London and he had been rehearsing in L.A for the past few months...Unfortunately, he passed away on 25th June 2009..It has become eternal regret of everyone as he's only 50 year-old by that time... it's really a sad news for his fans while the whole world is awaiting for the greatest to come back in history!!

Until now nobody knows what's the main reason that caused him dead...it's believed he suffered cardiac arrest at home while some said he's died of taking too much drugs..however, it's still unknown for the cause of his dead...His public memorial service has held on 7th July 2009...everyone is now so concerned about who will inherit MJ's legacy, maybe his sister?? his mother or father?? or his children?? it's still an unknown...

well, i'm not a super fan of MJ...undoubtedly he's a great singer and dancer...he's the one who brought about 'Moonwalk' which impressed everyone of this world. Mostly every presenter likes to follow his steps and practise moonwalk...His popular songs like Beat It, Thriller, You are not Alone and so on really have a niche in the temple of fame together with his Moonwalk...I like his Thriller mv also..it's just like a zombie movie..i've watched this before since i was a small kid...he's my bro idol BEFORE...=) i'm not so sure how about now...

Err..another hot topic that everyone will gossip is his skin and nose which have been operated plastic surgery before...hmm...so sad huh...If he can predict Obama will become the president of U.S.A, he doesn't need to bleach his skin!! =) Anyway, i got a question which nobody can answer me...i'm wondering why 3 of his children are white skin? He's a negro but how can his children are all born with white skin?? even though he had bleached his skin, he still have his DNA that will never change right?! Do you know why?? =)

Bumble Bee!!

2009-07-01T00:45:00.003+08:00

Finally i've finish the assignmentS which have to hand in by this week...first time ever i gotta do 5 sets of assignment which really drove me insane last few weeks...dun worry, i'm now recovered d..as normal as you..xD because of these hardworks, i have no time to update my blog until it looks like die and gone like somebody said in my chatbox..keep on asking me to update, update n update~ so now it's time to spam all the posts in one time..

This happened during 1st of July'09.

Just watched Transformer 2: Revenge Of The Fallen this morning....yea..obviously I've skipped my E-commerce class! hehee...I can't wait anymore to watch this damn cool movie.. xD I love it!! It's very funny and cool animation... the sound effect is so great until it has made the movie became so adventurous... uhmm..i like the guy, Sam Witwicky who is casted by Shia Labeouf, he such a cute guy thou he's not really that handsome.. ^^ whereas for the girl, Mikaela by Megan Fox..err...sometimes i saw her quite pretty at an angle but sometimes not..Hot Chick?? I prefer Jessica Elba anyway.... =)

Love this movie much...

Rating: 4 stars =D

Too Many Blogs???

2009-06-16T12:34:00.004+08:00

Hey ladies and gentlemen!!! =)

Don't feel fed up of my blogs...hehee...actually there's only 1 blog which updates all my personal journal...the another blog you found is my E-commerce assignment...and don't misunderstood that I'm going to sell clothes here...=D It's artificial!!!! Anyway, do support on my group's masterpiece la...click to the website to have a look on the fashion and our creative design...eheheee...but this's still in progress...anyhow you can go to this blog---> www.immortal-fashionspirit.blogspot.com

Of course you guys can leave your messages or drop any crap in the blog...=)

Blood: The Last Vampire

2009-06-14T23:01:00.001+08:00

I've watched this movie but it's kind of waste..why?? Cause I fall aslept in the cinema....It's toooooo bored! Frankly, I don't really understand what's it about...It looks like the main character kept on killing all the vampires...the only scene that make me impressed is when she was at those pub area...she really killed the vampires non-stop!!! Hundreds of vampire....0.0 seems so ridiculous...=) This movie is really lame and worst of all the movie which i've watched this year...Dudes and babes~ don't waste your precious time and money to watch this c2pid movie...sure you'll regret... =)

Random Addiction---> Korean

2009-06-06T21:04:00.007+08:00

Weirdie!! I'm currently addicted to Korean drama!!!

Err..actually I got this hottest drama from my friend...She's really a crazy cat you know....damn madly cling to these four guys...The name of this drama is "Boys Over Flower" which is actually Korean edition of Taiwan drama "Meteor Garden" ...I think I'm a lagger, I guess this drama has gotten the attention of netizens... hmm..anyway I'm still wanna let you guys know about my impression on this drama..

The Korean F4 are undoubtedly handsome than the former F4 in "Meteor Garden"!! xD they're quite 'pretty'..=) at least the guys din't keep their long hair as what the Vanness Wu and Chu Xiao Tian did...so annoying! bluerk...=P OMG..how nice it is if my bf is one of them...They're damn rich! Rich! and RICHHHH!!!! ooops..sorry~ I know i'm too mean and materialistic..=S but the way they coax their gf is so sweeeeeeeeeeet...ahh~ they woo their lover by using Catherine wheel (firework)...the sparks and the coloured flame when it ignited was super duper splendid!! I'm really acclaim of the ways they court their girl...=) It's just intriguing!

Hmm...okay! If you're free you can try to watch through YouTube or you can buy a whole set of DVD to enjoy it in case you have tooooooo much money and have no where to dump at...=D

Which one I prefer the most?? ehehe...lets guess... xD

Tranquil Life~

2009-06-05T01:31:00.002+08:00

Tonight is so quiet...out of ordinary quiet...tic toc tic toc...I should feel happy as my exams had over but sadly i have no any holidays after it.. =( I still have to go for class everyday..sigh...the worst thing is i have 5 subjects for this semester!!

Supposingly, I can also hang out at night or even weekends.. But well..from next week onwards I hardly can hang out already since I gotta work as tuition teacher!!! 0.0 surprised huh?? =D uhmm...I'm not sure whether i can cope with it or not but I wish I could..I'll be BM teacher for major..=S but sometimes will replace as BI or maths too...I guess besides studying my own business subjects, I still have to study BM essay and grammar at the same time...hehe...

Anyhow, I'm quite worry about my own results too..just worry that i can't get at least credit for my result if I work later...hmm...sometimes you guys might wonder why am i so desperate to work?? as there are endless years for me to work after studies..I think the only reason that i can convince myself is i need extra money for shopping?? xD but partially is because i can control myself not to hang out so often...I should have not much time if I'm working.. Eventhough if i have no work, i don't have the impulse to hang out also..Don't ask me why...I don't even know what has happened on me~ maybe.... .... .... .... .... =/

Night Of The Museum II

2009-05-29T18:29:00.002+08:00

yes..guys!! Definitely it's a freaking funny movie & i bet that you'll laugh your ass off..I laughed to one's heart's content....even my friends turned their head to look at me as i laughed out so damn loud..* but actually not that loud what.. =P * I won't say it's a nice movie which worth to watch bt at least it did give me joyous on that day...=D

Having stress now?? Go and watch this movie to relax yourselves, don't be so tension.. =)

When somebody ask you a question which you don't know the answer...

The best way is...

keep on soliloquize:" I'm thinking~I'm thinking~~"

ridiculous?? ya..quite superfluous.. xD

Product Launching Advertisement..

2009-05-14T23:12:00.001+08:00

Ya..hmm.. I really enjoyed this subject quite alot than the others which called as Marketing In Practice...As usual, not only has test & final exam, yet it has assignment..and so for my assignment was product launching event..once we heard this, we're just so surprised as just 5 ppl in a group..we gotta come out an idea which can either be artificial or in real and tangible product!! sounds impossible right?? Somemore our time for preparation is only 5weeks with the reports..But we did it!! The whole class of us did it!! ( actually is impossible for u not to finish it also because every group had to update all those stuff to the lecturer ) =/

ermm..what's my group did?? what's the product?? ^^ It's a BURGER! yes..it's a food---> burger which u can really EAT! xD called as ' Shiny Patties ' by our company name--> Home Island. Anyway, it's ermm..really 'homemade' burger..not bought from McD or KFC or any fast food as our budget is quite low..By the way, my definition for 'homemade' means is someone's mother cooked it but of course not my mum as u noe my mum is 'erhem'..definitely bravo in cooking..=X well, i also duno whose mum is that..i found her near my house---> Pasar Simee. She's a hawker of selling burgers..i bought from her for only RM 2.20..hehehe..besides, i had recorded a video which served as our product's advertisement..hah..it's directed by me..=S ridiculous?? oh come on..don't look down on me kay..=) u guys just click to enjoy it..this video is now open for everyone to watch..

p/s: ei!! pls don't complaint if u can't view it as this nt my prob and maybe is your pc or connection or even your own personal prob kay..and don't keep on mumbling while it's loading..be patience la, my dear readers...=)

oh ya..this not my group's master piece..i upload this because i did cast in this video and they're using "Foong Yenn" which is homophonic of my name Foong Yan as their DETERGENT brand name!! aikz.. i should actually charge them by using my name's trademark..They were the best presentation group with another group which is introduced orange juice called 'oragizers' if i'm not mistaken it..=P last but not least, u know what..!! A group which came out yogurt salt which is a kind of body scrub..their creativity of launching was getting a guy who is a lil brother of one of the group members presented beatbox..it's incredible in his beatbox skill but on the other hand it's quite weird for the event..=S Generally, every group also did quite well and our lecturer said he's impressed by our launching event tooooo~ =D It's fun!! I love it..

By the way, louder your speaker volume & try ur best to listen what they said...it's funny! xD

The Sniper

2009-05-06T21:29:00.003+08:00

Wootz!! Freaking long time i never been to Parade to watch movie..Probably the environment of the cinema there is really ~~fucking suck~~ *oops* i mean from my stance it's just really not comfortable as compare to JJ's cinema or i should say it can't even compare wv JJ ?! =| sorry for being so candid..

Hmm..watched The Sniper with friends after my MIP class ended...so bad that JJ's cinema din't show this film...aikz...if not,for sure i won't go to that ~~sucking~~ place*oops* =| sry again..

Err~ this film is a '09 Hong Kong action triller movie which stared by Richie Ren,EdisonChen and Huang Xiao Ming,as top snipers for Hong Kong Police Force..btw this film was originally set to released on May '08 but it was delayed due to Edison Chen's scandal...xD still rmb rite?

Summary: Ling Jing (HXM) had been the top shooter in police force went into jail because of killing a hostage accidentally..After he had just been released from jail, with only vengeance in his mind and determine to take on Ming (Ren) and the police, believed that they're the real culprits of his downfall..On the other hand, Ming saw the potential of O (Edison) who's the hot-headed rookie and decided to take him under his wing..

Overall, it's not really that interesting and i would rate it only half a star out of 5stars..it has not much plot, rather simple + boring..

In conclusion, SKCUS movie for SKCUS cinema..* sry la..i know im too frank.. * but it's really waste me RM6 for this c2pid 'cha siew' movie...=(

The only way to console oneself is by paying trifling amount of money, i can watch all the 3 guys' sturdy stature figure...they're quite muscular except for Edison who's really abit skinny...ahaha! but undeniable he's should be the most handsome is it??

Piano & Cello crossover!!

2009-05-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

Yea..i really love this video damn hard!!! hmm..was

introduced by someone who posted this on fb as

its title is so interesting---> When Love Story meets

Viva La Vida..ahh! i can't even expect both songs

can be crossovered together...hmm..hope u guys

will enjoy it...STAY TUNE!! more n more nice video

will be introduced in this bloggie..xD cheers~

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X-men Origin: Wolverine

2009-05-02T20:00:00.002+08:00

Tooooo bored staying at home...

Dated by another 2 sweeties went to jj but sadly we walked at thr with no intention! such a bored walk...=/

So 1 of us suggested to watch the "X-men Origin: Wolverine" since many ppl did give good comments on this movie..

Well...i nvr watch the whole series of X-men..so im not quite sure what's this movie actually about.. But from what i've watched is likely about those characters are superhero teams and they are calling as X-men just because they have x-gene which normal human lacked. Different young mutants have differ speciality, they use their power for the benefit of humanity..

In this movie, all the advanced technologies used were totally awesome & their skills too!!

Anyway, it's a nice movie thou and im sure u won't feel regret after u watched it.. =)

Oh ya..last but not least, ARRR~~ Daniel Henney is so handsome & charming!! xD im totally attracted by him in the movie...He called as Agent Zero in the Weapon X programme..somemore his has an expert tracker with lethal marksman skills...WHOA....marvellous man!! hah~ * of course i know it's edited anyway..=.='' *

Duhhh...charming ni~

Relaxation of My Soul

2009-04-30T02:09:00.000+08:00

Have u listened to Yiruma's songs?? err..or i shud ask whether u know tis guy?? a south korean piano music composer?? He's a well-known pianist throughout d world...i heard his news through my frens n thr i started to listen to his songs..his famous pieces include "Kiss The Rain" , "Maybe" & "River Flows In You".. hmm..his musics are truly touch~ somemore lotsa ppl upload his songs wv their own lyrics...so u can c lots of different lyrics frm YouTube...for me, i preferred tis version... =) every sentence & every word...is just..~~reminiscence~~ bruise for me...? O.O

Kiss The Rain

(I'll always love you...)

#I often close my eyes

And I can see your smile

You reach out for my hand

And i'm woken from my dream

Although your heart is mine

But it's hollow inside

I never had your love and i never will#

The waters calm and still

My reflection is there

I see you holding me

But then you disappear

All that is left of you

Is a memory

One that only, exist in my dreams

*(chorus)*

And every night

I lie awake

Thinking maybe you love me

Like i've always loved you

But how can you love me

Like I loved you when

You can't even look me

Straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way

To be so in love

To have someone there

Yet feel so alone

Aren't you supposed to be

The one to wipe my tears

The one to say that you

would never leave

*(chorus)*

I don't know what hurts you

But I can feel it too

And it just hurts so much

To know that I can't do a thing

A deep down in my heart

Somehow I just know

That no matter what

I'll always love you

repeat#

So why am i still here

in the rain~

hmm..the songs' obsession for tis whole week will be Yiruma's pieces!! =D It calms ur feeling... such a moving songs..hope u guys enjoy..do listen all the 4 songs i suggested n also posted...have a nice weekend!!

Shopa Shopa!!

2009-04-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

At first Wei n me really decided to watch Coming Soon..we had bought d tickets n even took a seat in d cinema...bt once d movie began no longer, i think it's jux within 1 or 2 minutes...Wei is stunned by a scene n d environment of d theatre..xD cos a malay gal sat behind us screamed!! And so i suggested to Wei whether wanna switched to another movie--> Confession Of Shopaholics?? I rmb this show started at 5pm ldt.. she nodded n utmost to agree d suggestion! LOL...We then came out of d theatre n entered to d other theatres one by one to check for d movie we wanted..at last we found the right theatre n had seats thr...Hah!! right on time, we nvr miss out any scene! =)

WOW!!! Gorgeous~ =O

Starring: Isla Fisher, Hugh Dancy, Joan Cusack, John Goodman....

Director: P.J Hogan

Synopsis: It's based on a pair of effervercent of novels of Sophie Kinsella..Becky Bloomwood, America’s favorite shopaholic—a young woman with a big heart, big dreams…and just one little weakness that is she loves...oops..should say ADDICTED in shopping..she commented that shopping made the world gorgeous, feels so warm...Becky has a fabulous flat in London's trendiest neighborhood, a troupe of glamorous socialite friends, and a closet brimming with the season's must-haves. The only trouble is that she can't actually afford it—not any of it. On d way she went for interview, she crossed along d shop lots n thr she saw d displayed green scarf on a manikin. She decided to buy it but all her 13 pieces of credit cards were declined...She was so desperate to get it hence she went to d nearly Hotdog stall to get cash changes...Thr she met Luke Brandon whom a guy that willing to help her.. Her job writing at Successful Savings not only bores her to tears, it doesn't pay much at all. And lately Becky's been chased by dismal letters from the bank, the debts!!—letters with large red sums she can't bear to read—and they're getting ever harder to ignore. She tries cutting back. But none of her efforts succeeds..Becky's only consolation is to buy herself something ... just a little something....She's a gal lives a world of lies~ Finally a story arises that Becky actually cares about, and her front-page article catalyzes a chain of events that will transform her life and the lives of those around her forever..

Awww!! such an awesome movie it is which really suit gals well...those heels n costumes that i saw in the movie so damn nice...i wanna grab it too by swiping the credit cards!! How nice it is if i could speak Prada??!! xD n i can shop as much as i can!!!! Bravo...what i had learned frm tis movie?? hmm...Luke Brandon did say : "that's d differ between cost n worth..." yea...shud be..=D

Fashion by Lady Gaga *theme song which i found tat quite nice in tis movie*

Ohhh ohhh
La la la
I am, I'm too fabu-lous
I'm so, fierce that it's so nuts
I live, to be model thin
Dress me, I'm your manne-quin
j'adore vivienne I really want.
gucci, fendi, and prada.
valentino, armani too.
madame love them jimmy choo

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be [2x]

Ohhhh ohhhhh
La la la
We love designer

I need, some new stile-ttos
Can't walk, down the street in those
You are, who you wear it's true
A girl's just as hot as the shoes she choose
j'adore weitzman i really want.
louis, dolce gabbana, alexander mcqueen, eh ou.
madame love those minolo

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be [2x]

Ohhhh ohhhhh
La la la
We love designer
Ohhhh ohhhhh
La la la
We love designer

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be
Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be

Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be
Fashion put it all on me
Don't you want to see these clothes on me
Fashion put it all on me
I am anyone you want me to be

SELFISHNESS

2009-04-26T05:12:00.000+08:00

Did i make a promise to her??

i was jux saying MAYBE??

whatever..i had forgotten wat i said also...

hmmm...might be..

dun ever promise anything to any1...

n'way SORRY for that...=/

Surprisingly visit XING*

2009-04-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

Such a nice plan which duno came frm who's mind...lol..might be either Yun or Wei..

As usual, after my MIP class, i was rushing hm to get ready for tmr law test. Sudd i received a msg frm Yun, was telling me that they've come bk frm KL & asked me whether wanna join their plan...aww!! such seducing plan it was..without a second thought, for sure i replied her YES! ehehee..So we met up at AMC around 8.15pm ldt n then went to buy a cake...hesitating whether which flavor to buy, d size of the cake..somebody said small size bout 6inch is better... another of us said bigger is better cos gotta let Xing's parents to taste it, then another came out her mind said lets choose the choc flavor, then another said hw bout coffee flavor?? bt then i said it's moose type...it'll become soft vy fast..not nice...=) so end up we still chose the choc flavor after d arguements..then we started our journey to Xing's house..=D after reached her house..we started to light up d candles n one of us called her to come out faster...once she saw us, she was so shock n surprised..XD she nvr thought that we'll celebrate her bday earlier... ngekngek...Then we decided to yumcha at oldtown kopitiam...did bring along d cake to take pics again..lol..we had a nice chat thr..really hv fun..updated our recent news to each other n even gossiping..=D

d Bday cake that we chose--simple n nice right?? =)

so mysterious?? hehehe...

nahhh..i also noe u'll turn ur head bk..willing to let us captured!! XD

err~~jux random..

c tis gal!! she's damn exciting n high tat day eventhough we're jux in kopitiam anyway..

keep on asked any1 of us to take pics for her wv d CAKE! =.=''

oww..masterpiece done by Yun! jux cut a few segments of d cake n yet d chocs are spread all over the table...really 0.0!!

yiakz...disgustful~~

Snacks!

2009-04-24T08:39:00.000+08:00

haih~~ again law test tmr! ytd din even hv enough slp n there 2day gonna burn midnite oil again..Recently i feel hungry easily during nite hour eventhough i had my dinner as late as like having supper...hence i went to JJ to buy some snacks for myself so that i can grab it when i need it..=D bt im nt going to buy much anyway...planning to on-diet again..hehee...will it works??

yay! my snacks for this few days....finishing nw...ahah!

NEW try?? XD

2009-04-23T02:20:00.000+08:00

MUM, U DID IT!!! CONGRATZ...

erm...do u guys ever dream hw nice it is if ur mum is a chef?? =) well..I DO...u know wat! Thr'll be repeating dishes every week REGULARLY..=.='' frm this u should know that my mum nt really pro in cooking...=/ dun even know hw to cook curry~n so i nvr think that i could hv a scrumptious n finger-licking gd dinner 1 day! i guess the most delicious dish will be d soup of the day..with no offence, it really tastes nice! N'way she did say that she dun lk to cook..=/

However, as wat ppl always say 'miracles could happen'~ yeah..she learned a new dish from her sister---> spicy braised pettitoes!! bt wait...

will her succeed?? can be eaten?? =O

Lets take a look at d raw materials below...

d processsssssssss~~~

err...at tat moment, d only question mark in my mind is :

' If it's a FAILURE, who gonna finish up tis whole thing?? '

my mum?? XD

FINALLY!!!!

Hmm..well, it's look neither attractive nor making ppl mouth-watering bt overall its taste nt bad eh!! ya..it's true...it taste quite gd..especially d white carrots in it!! I LIKEY~ =)

Btw mum, i think it's time for u to learn hw to cook curry chicken la...XD

bUsY bZ Bz bzbzbzbz!!!!

2009-04-22T15:41:00.000+08:00

arghHH!! i thought i would be another relax week for me since monday was Perak Sultan's bday...still left 4more study days then hv my weekends holidays again..DREam larr!! Lotsa assignments, tutorial questions, progress test, quiz.................. all are waiting for me!!! omg~ within this week ord hv 2 testS : marketing & law. =( I'm yawning nw but still rushing for my tutorial questions which hv to hand up tmr noon...it's really brainstorming! i can't think of any ellaboration for those points...somemore the bed is seducing me...it's so comfort whenever i look at the blanket, pillow, bolster n also my fluffy doggie + penguin!!! beh tahan la!!

Well, it's ord 12.24am n i'm still doing the 1st question..LOL...4more paragraphs to finish up this question...I wish by a click on Google, all the answers are listed in front of me..XD it really helps coz i can save up the money which nd to buy birds' nest or ginseng in order to improve my memory... it's time to stop here..i gotta continue my

work..sigh~ guess when can i finish it?? =/ n'way, i bet i'll take a 'nap' later then wake up again to finish it...=D tat's my style! u can try it if u're the same as me, no more ideas at that moment...

New start??

2009-04-22T04:27:00.000+08:00

Lovely weather 2day~went to Coffee Bean to hv a glass of hot chocs & a piece of blueberry muffin..yet, i gt my mind suddenly..thought of create a new blog..=)

I refuse to update my previous blog anymore..or else i should say i've no more mood to continue it coz it's too emo & it looks lk a kind of story..so just left it aside...hmm...btw jux few of my friends did read my old blog coz i din let much ppl get to know bout my story...even that person?It's just don't ...?? =/ im still rmb hw many times XXX had been ask for it & i was ignoring XXX..im always wondering hw is it if XXX read my post......................the ending will it be different?? =.='' err...think so..